It's 4:20 in the morning! Why the hell am I still awake!
I was tired before I got in the shower and washed my hair ; I got out and POW! Not sleepy at all anymore. So, I've been sitting on the phone with someone for a quick minute, and I just wanted to make it clear that; I've never got so many mixed feelings from so many different girls in one day. Earlier on, I had to be the rude bitch and hang up in someones ear, because I didn't like the tone that they were speaking to me in.
Hours later, I get a phone call with a much more calm voice, and a more welcoming tone. I always seem to try to conduct real important conversations when I'm high! I don't even know why but it happens. I don't do it purposely, it just happens that people want to talk about real important shit, when I'm under the influence. Thank God, I'm no air head. Next, I log into msn and I'm bombarded with messages, in which annoy me because I'm told I'm being rude, or mean because I have a life, and I can't be at every beck & call. Then the individual calls my cellular and is all calm and "i miss you" phrases. LOL.... & comes off the phone because she said "I want to see you" ---- and my response was "Uh, really?" Then I hear "ARR, I'm going to bed!" and I'm here like umm okay! CLICK.
Like jeesh ; I thought I was an attention freak; but apparently I've grown out of it. As I grew up I realized that not everyone was going to be there when you wanted them to be there. Whether I was going through something or not. I don't ask people to rearrange their schedules so we can "chill" so I'll be damned if I do it for anyone. Definately not now anyway. I've got too much on the brain, too much to take care of. A lot of acheiving to do. & deadlines I've set for myself.
& I'm the last person to ask to sit by you while you dish out your many mood swings!
Labels: annoyed, females, relationships
May 31, 2009
10:05 PM
A very attractive & intriguing female told me "Nice guys finish last"
Foxxy said "she knows you, & she knows how to get to you"
I know she's right; yet I keep entertaining her games.
Sorry Warner Bros. I don't want to play this game anymore.
I don't have the time nor the patience to deal with this shit...
The End.
Procrastination; putting off procrastination for another day ; because later never seems to come. I've known that all along, but it seems so much more clearer now. As we sat up in our hotel room, with thoughts and ideas of things we want to take care of on this cool Sunday afternoon. A short list of to-do list formed, all involved our tasks for the day. As we re-enter the building I say "So are you ready to hit the gym?" She replies with "URGH! Not now, later!" That was approximately 1pm. It is now minutes to 10 and still we've yet to hit the gym!
As s month comes to an end and a new one starts I've set some new goals. Goals, that I'm not going to put off any longer. If later never seems to come, why not deal with these tasks now?!
- Call dentist office for permission to use them as a guarantor.
- Submit a new form for birth certificate
- Stick to my new diet plan. Chicken & Fish it is... No more Pizza Pizza, Pizza Hut, KFC, Popeyes, Wendys, greesy chinese food ect. No pork & red meat, and smaller portions
- Atleast 45 minutes in the gym everyday!
- Have new tattoo completed
One by one I'll complete my goals. Maybe even two by two, and by completing that tiny list above, I'll start to complete the master list. Which reminds me of number 6. Create 101 things I'd like to do before my twenty second birthday. Wish me luck!