It's 4:20 in the morning! Why the hell am I still awake!
I was tired before I got in the shower and washed my hair ; I got out and POW! Not sleepy at all anymore. So, I've been sitting on the phone with someone for a quick minute, and I just wanted to make it clear that; I've never got so many mixed feelings from so many different girls in one day. Earlier on, I had to be the rude bitch and hang up in someones ear, because I didn't like the tone that they were speaking to me in.

Hours later, I get a phone call with a much more calm voice, and a more welcoming tone. I always seem to try to conduct real important conversations when I'm high! I don't even know why but it happens. I don't do it purposely, it just happens that people want to talk about real important shit, when I'm under the influence. Thank God, I'm no air head. Next, I log into msn and I'm bombarded with messages, in which annoy me because I'm told I'm being rude, or mean because I have a life, and I can't be at every beck & call. Then the individual calls my cellular and is all calm and "i miss you" phrases. LOL.... & comes off the phone because she said "I want to see you" ---- and my response was "Uh, really?" Then I hear "ARR, I'm going to bed!" and I'm here like umm okay! CLICK.

Like jeesh ; I thought I was an attention freak; but apparently I've grown out of it. As I grew up I realized that not everyone was going to be there when you wanted them to be there. Whether I was going through something or not. I don't ask people to rearrange their schedules so we can "chill" so I'll be damned if I do it for anyone. Definately not now anyway. I've got too much on the brain, too much to take care of. A lot of acheiving to do. & deadlines I've set for myself.

& I'm the last person to ask to sit by you while you dish out your many mood swings!

Labels: annoyed, females, relationships