cause I just wanna be successful
"i want it all ; that's why i strive for it"
Remember the post of the soundtrack of my life? I'm sure Drake would be on the playlist; no doubt. Making more than one appearance. His latest mixtape release is ill, but then again ; I don't remember when I haven't liked his music.
"diss me & you'll never hear a reply for it"
I posted a youtube video on chicks & drama earlier on this week ; finally youtube uploaded it 2 days later. I hear a lot of people cursing about youtube not uploading their video & I never really understood til now. It took 2 days to upload my insight video ; how rude!
I started this post at 8:19am ; it is now 11:24 pm. I'm home from work irritated ; tired & kinda lonely. "my ex sends late night texts cause she don't know how to let go. go go" - Drake . I don't get the texts; I get the phone calls. "I'm just calling to check up on you". I mean, should I be doing bad? Is there something tragic going on in my neihborhood that I am unaware of? Should I feel bad cause you want to work on things with another girl? Should I have responded to the news in a different manner? Should I fight for something, that's brought me more hurt than happiness? Why do you feel the need to check up on me? This isn't the first time we've departed. This isn't the first nor will it be the last that you're going to hear. "Okay, well I'll let you do your thing." Females don't neccesarily like their current partner to communicate with their ex's especially not ones that you admit that you're still in love with. So of course I took my que to let you live. Friends or not, I'm not trying to impose on anyones relationship ; because I wouldn't want it to happen to moi. =)
So to answer the late night phone calls ; & the question at hand ; yes . I'm fine; just a little tired from work. & unless you're offering a foot massage. I'd rather you not ask me. =)
"you're my everything; you're all i ever wanted ; we can do it big ; bigger than you ever done it"
i know right renee? People are looking at my font like this is one arrogant bitch; but in all reality I'm not. I just love me ; more than the rest of yall. It bites; but it's the truth. Now my lil self loving ass is going to google the term "spanish fly" apparently it has something to do with sex. This dude at work keeps telling me he's going to "spanish fly" me ; AS IF! Oh goodness it seems to be somee "date rape" type of drug. "it is supposed to heighten a woman's sexual appetite so much so that it is possible for a man to take advantage of her" -- [the jamaica star news] . SoOoo, how interesting. I knew it was something "out of order" when I asked my brother & he looked away and said "I'm trying to watch my movie. My sister in law laughed til she turned red then told me it has to do with sex & I should look it up on the internet. *fans it off* Some dudes are ultra lame.
"I've got to be Unstoppable"
but to keep everyone happy; I'd need a clone.
& my soundtrack hasn't even begun to form. I'm so far gone.
=)
"i want it all ; that's why i strive for it"
Remember the post of the soundtrack of my life? I'm sure Drake would be on the playlist; no doubt. Making more than one appearance. His latest mixtape release is ill, but then again ; I don't remember when I haven't liked his music.
"diss me & you'll never hear a reply for it"
I posted a youtube video on chicks & drama earlier on this week ; finally youtube uploaded it 2 days later. I hear a lot of people cursing about youtube not uploading their video & I never really understood til now. It took 2 days to upload my insight video ; how rude!
I started this post at 8:19am ; it is now 11:24 pm. I'm home from work irritated ; tired & kinda lonely. "my ex sends late night texts cause she don't know how to let go. go go" - Drake . I don't get the texts; I get the phone calls. "I'm just calling to check up on you". I mean, should I be doing bad? Is there something tragic going on in my neihborhood that I am unaware of? Should I feel bad cause you want to work on things with another girl? Should I have responded to the news in a different manner? Should I fight for something, that's brought me more hurt than happiness? Why do you feel the need to check up on me? This isn't the first time we've departed. This isn't the first nor will it be the last that you're going to hear. "Okay, well I'll let you do your thing." Females don't neccesarily like their current partner to communicate with their ex's especially not ones that you admit that you're still in love with. So of course I took my que to let you live. Friends or not, I'm not trying to impose on anyones relationship ; because I wouldn't want it to happen to moi. =)
So to answer the late night phone calls ; & the question at hand ; yes . I'm fine; just a little tired from work. & unless you're offering a foot massage. I'd rather you not ask me. =)
"you're my everything; you're all i ever wanted ; we can do it big ; bigger than you ever done it"
i know right renee? People are looking at my font like this is one arrogant bitch; but in all reality I'm not. I just love me ; more than the rest of yall. It bites; but it's the truth. Now my lil self loving ass is going to google the term "spanish fly" apparently it has something to do with sex. This dude at work keeps telling me he's going to "spanish fly" me ; AS IF! Oh goodness it seems to be somee "date rape" type of drug. "it is supposed to heighten a woman's sexual appetite so much so that it is possible for a man to take advantage of her" -- [the jamaica star news] . SoOoo, how interesting. I knew it was something "out of order" when I asked my brother & he looked away and said "I'm trying to watch my movie. My sister in law laughed til she turned red then told me it has to do with sex & I should look it up on the internet. *fans it off* Some dudes are ultra lame.
"I've got to be Unstoppable"
but to keep everyone happy; I'd need a clone.
& my soundtrack hasn't even begun to form. I'm so far gone.
=)
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