and they wonder...

They wonder why my eyes stay shut ;
and if they're open why I don't make eye contact.
They wonder what's going through my mind when I stare with a blank gaze
They wonder why I use the tone that I do.
Dude I don't trust you.
I see right through you .
You are transparent .

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blah ; I suppose there is a reason why I wrote that
but I had no intentions of creating a new post at this
moment ; until I saw Baba's comment. So I'm updating.... Barely.

I miss my bestfriend I haven't seen her since... friday!?
I'm going through shakes and cold sweats; like jeez. Life without
Allison all over my daily calendar SUCKS.
COME BACK TO ME DARLING!!!

p.s. myspace ink should work now