Single for 10 months strong. Took so much out of me, to get myself to the position I am in today. It feels good to call my own shots. It feels good to be constantly complimented about the way I look. & it damn sure feels good to have a constant smile on my face.

My journey has just begun, but I'm confident that it will continue to improve. For the first time in a long ass time, I can say I'm happy about a certain area of my life. There is always room for improvement in other areas, but for once I'm satisfied. No pushing, no stalling, just a smooth ride.

For the next couple of weeks, I'm not sure how much I will be posting... I'm sure because it's my only escape from all work and no play, it may be a bit more frequent, but I have some stuff to take care of ; which require my full attention. No games. . . Just goals. Plus Allison, and I have some big plans errr, I can't wait til it's mine! All mine & The decor is done. I can't wait til I can smile & say "Damn, this is all mine!" I can't wait to stop having to take care of other grown ass women, and dealing with their bullshit, and lies. I can't wait to be FREE. I'm calling this a learning experience and a nightmare all wrapped up in one. & Happy that it'll be over soon.

Once that goal has been met, I get started on the next tasks... Life is what you make it... & I'm working hard to be where I want to be. This chapter is almost over, and the new one will begin no later than August 1st 2009. ---------DEADLINE