We'll back track about a week or so. Everything was good. Money was rolling in non stop. Myself and my roommates were going through our normal routines. We hit up the clubs a couple of times, celebrated my munchskins' Ally's Birthday a few times. My one bad experience was the physical altercation with my ex. Since then we've been good, good enough to be speaking and spending time together. Saturday May 23rd, rolls around and we go out and being out in the presence of other people seems a little awkward. Having to deal with other girls that thought we had something going on... Eeeek! That's all I have to say. I spoke to my mutual friend of the person who seems to be catching feelings about how I act towards her. Trying to find someone that can make it more clear to her that we had nada, and she should stop approaching me when she sees me because it's uncomfortable and annoying. We'll discuss that another time though.

Next we leave the club ; wanting to go home to settle in. With plans that ties up the end of the month and happy because we're moving into our new condo. BAM! Tragedy hits one of the two people who are close to my heart. Everything bad that happens to this girl effects me!

This weel has been a complete 360 from the previous weeks. Why does it feel like everytime something is going great something bad happens. Is it a sign, to not get too full of ourselves? We all feel defeated, at some point and time, but there is no giving up. You can only live your life for yourself. So right now I'm coping. Coping with the good and the bad ; and looking past the negative with a positive mind set. So wish me luck, not that I'll need it. Carrying the wold on my shoulders, but after the storm the sun shines!

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