de⋅ci⋅sion [di-sizh-uhn]
- noun
- the act or process of deciding; determination, as of a question or doubt, by making a judgment
- the act of or need for making up one's mind
- something that is decided; resolution
- noun
- direct perception of truth, fact, etc.,
- a keen and quick insight
- the quality or ability of having such direct perception or quick insight
My gut is telling my to do something. I'm having intuitive moments, and decisions to make. No one needs to get hurt but someone always ends up on the bottom. Reality bites, that's why I love music and art. Takes me away from the Obstacles of life for the moment.
A friend told me I was a sucker for love today. *frowns* I'm going to have to stop blogging about how people make me feel. Just so I can prove 'em wrong. I care for people. That's just me. I can also be a jerk and not give a shit about feelings and how I come off to others... Shall we play that game? It's a little evil, but I can't say that anyone is looking out for my feelings anyway. So it is what it is. No more lovey dovey blogs. No more poems about being hurt over love. No more relationships??! You've got to be kidding me! How long does this wager last? I've been single since September... I'm sure this bet won't make any big changes...
I asked someone this question today, but I'll share it with you also. Have you ever wanted so bad to speak to someone, yet you couldn't find the words to say? In the sense that I mean is outside of messenger. "talk". Like sat down face to face, or even settle for a phone conversation..... Ahh I don't know.
On another note! Today was a good day! & The only reason I say that is because I started working out again today. Good Lord, I was tired!! It's all worth it though. I let myself go at a time of hurt, pain, & depression. I feel like I'm no longer in that place in life, so why not pick up the pieces to me, the same way I picked up the pieces in regards to some other things. So yeah. My work out was great. I did an hour today. Not that much ; but it's been a few months so I'm just getting back into the groove.
Anyway I'm off to feed my bad habit ; clean my piercings & get ready for bed. Goodnight my lovelys.
smooches!
Labels: depression, liberation, life, love