Back & Forth ; Up & down
Left then Right; Round & Round ;
searching for the words but none are found.
Still remembering how I felt when my jaw hit the ground
How could this be; this is so not like me.
I search for the positive but all I see is the negativity
I'm torn but mostly because I never accepted her apology
I try to keep a fast pace so i remain busy.
In the hopes that I don't have to deal with my own reality.
I've always seen her as potential ;
but right now she's doing nothing for me but fuckin with my mental.
even though i'm angry something tells me to be kind
i try to change the subject but the chick is always on my mind
Don't drop her; tell her you need her; ask her to "be mine"
But I can't & won't; the words won't ever leave my mind
I look AT the signs and wonder how I could've been so blind
but no matter how I feel about the situation
I still cannot deny my heavy infatuation
remembering the words that made me stare in her direction
*shaking my head*
silly me for thinking i was my own competition.
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