A friend asked me the other day, why I suffer in silence, rather than voicing my pain...
& I think to myself, "what's the point? No one can be trusted". People prove that daily. Trust is the key factor in all my relationships. If I cannot trust you then I have no use for you. It seems so harsh, but it's my truth. Every now and then I hear someone mention something that someone who they thought they could trust did to them & I rather not take my chances. I've been let down a million & one times. I erased the history. Forgave & started over with a clean slate. I don't necessarily want to mess that up. "Bring it to God" she said.... & I'm thinking that praying more often wouldn't be a horrible thing.

Another friend asked me today, what does it take to be in a relationship with you? I may seem like a really complex person, I like the simple things in a person. I don't mind overcoming obstacles, that's just apart of life. I don't mind dealing with petty issues. I just want the little big stuff. LOL. Like Trust, Honesty, Comfort & Time when I can get it... I'm not greedy I promise! I can deal with my partner having friends... I can deal with the late night phone calls. I can give you the benefit of the doubt. I can not be a jealous girlfriend as long as you give me what I need. I can keep up my end of the deal and cook & clean. Take care of my partner, be faithful, trustworthy and completely honest. I have a lot of goals to achieve, so my time with my partner is limited at the moment. I'd need someone that can understand that I'm working hard to make a good life for myself, & possibly them... If they last.

Could you deal with it? Could you be all that I needed... Could you give me the little big stuff that will keep me satisfied.