Call me naive, but being a nice individual is apart of my character. No matter how many people want to say I'm mean, or rude. I pride myself in being nice to people. I give chances, even after someone has done me wrong. It may take some time; but I'll give you another shot to redeem yourself. Most times, I'm nice to all the wrong people. I'm nice to folks then I hear they "snaked" me. I love the few people that I keep close to me. Turns out, someone always ends up fucking with my trust. Ever wonder why people sit down and bad talk people who have done nothing to them? I do all the time. I used to hold grudges, and I find it easier not too now a days. It takes too much energy to hate or dislike someone. I dislike some things people do, but not the person in total. "Ah so life go". I wish the best for people, even those who want to see me fall. I have too much going for me, to fall flat on my face. Many people would love to see me down. I love living a positive lifestyle. It turns out, I can't go a long period of time without hearing that someone did me wrong, or said disrespectful shit about me behind my back. it's quite ridiculous to me. I don't have the time or the energy to sit and talk about others. I don't care for the rumors nor the gossip. I wish some would follow my lead...

"No more misses nice guy", I had the phrase posted in my messenger screen name, but come to realisation that it doesn't matter. Nor should it ever. I love me and all my flaws. People can sit down and discuss and point fingers all they want. It's always the ones that don't have shit going for them that have the time to converse about others. My other words to them is. "Do what you do; but you'll have to grow up at some point & time. You point fingers, without taking the time to judge your own actions".

I love my lil muffin. =)
A voice of positivity & kindness.

I love mini me. =)
A voice of similarity.

I love my Bee. =)
A voice of reasoning & love; despite our history.

I love my Fox. =)

A voice of realness; & a ear to vent too.

I love me. =)
A voice of inspiration. Knowing all I've been through and my life story from beginning to this point now.

On another note, I'm kinda upset. Well not really, but I'm not completely happy about going to work all day today. I had other plans and I wasn't able to keep my word to someone because work comes first. Aw well. My apologies.

It's almost valentines day, and surprise surprise! I have to work! HOORAY! =/
That's sarcasm for those who can't decipher the difference between that & real excitement. Ah well, I'm now tired. Goodnight.