Sometimes we lose focus of what's really important in life. At times we lose our way; forget what direction we were traveling in. Put our goals and needs on the backburner. Especially when it comes to caring about someone in our lives. At this point in time in my life, I've learned to keep focus no matter how difficult it is.
At times I find myself procrastinating because I don't want to deal with the issue at hand. Whether it have a positive or negative outcome. . . The important things in life are the little things that keep you smiling. The things that you know you can count on to be there at the end of the day no matter what your circumstances are. How we missed this, so many times before it's hard to say. How I woke up this morning after only sleeping for 3½ hours and still felt refreshed and well rested. Why I had that silly smile on my face with no other explanation... These are the little things that matter. I don't care for all that extra stuff. I care about my work, my education, & how we make each other feel. So as I put off procrastinating on studying & taking my work seriously. I quit procrastinating on being all that I can be, for the both of us.
It's so easy for us forget that there are people that are out there routing for you especially when the people you think should be the one's that care the most are the ones that break you down. I understand that at times it may be difficult with dealing with our own emotions, but now that I have a better understanding of what it is exactly that I'm striving for; I'm here. & regardless if they like it or not I'm here to stay. Any and everything that is required to make things succeed will be preformed no questions asked no hesitations.