How could this possibly be? Is this what she means by she's been tossing and turning all night. I've been so uncomfortable, and my mind has been in such a frenzy. I finally roll over hoping to at least see 6 o'clock. Hoping some sort of significant time has gone by; but why is it ONLY 3:10. So I've literally been tossing and turning for the past 3 hours. This is going to be an extra long night. & Thus far I haven't confided in anyone else but her. I don't really want to bring my issue to someone else. How did this happen. I wasn't even in full compliance with what has been happening to me. It feels like it happened over night, but I know better than to think something like that. So as I still listen to the same lyrics that I've been listening to since 11pm last night. I lay here with a million thoughts on my mind. I can't take this. I think I'ma just head to the living room & play video games until I fall asleep on the couch. My bed isn't my friend. & I want to call her so bad but I don't want to interrupt her sleep; just in case she IS in fact sleeping tonight. I think I'm going to make myself sick, I can literally feel it building in the pit of my stomach.
to anyone that knows me; knows I've never been a fan of Beyonce; but I gave her a chance; with this song & maybe I love it cause i feel like i can relate but it's beautiful. Lol, maybe I will give that album a listen once more. Don't let me down B.
Oh lookie here; Sunlight seems to shine on Beyonce's face. How did I skip over this album? Was my dislike for her so strong? I remember being asked if I liked this album & my response was "I don't like Beyonce, she's annoying". I still think she's annoying at times. I just happen to like the following songs off her most recent albums.
- Disappear ***
- Halo *****
- Broken hearted girl ****
- Scared of lonely ****
- Radio ****
- Sweet Dreams *****
- Video Phone ****
- Smash Into You **