today was a very confusing day. let's not even mention how emotional i was. i have no specific reason why either. it's strange because lately i've been stressing over my friends or family members issues more than my own.... sigh. home girl was confusing the hell out of me too ; like it was at the point where i was like arguing with myself to step back, because in all reality i don't want to. . . . i have no clue how to react to the awkwardness that i felt today. i will say i do miss her though . this is so not cool . i just gave myself another headache attempting to figure that mess out. so i'll just let it pass. & pick up where i left off. it's after 7 in the AM. & i been thinking about it practically all night. i have a hell of a day planned out today; i should have been sleeping.  .  . oh & good news? ---- but i won't share. . .